I've really come to hate winter.
It seems like everything bad in my life has occurred between November and January, when Tucson is the coldest. Maybe it's because the weather depresses me, who knows.
All I know is that I can't wait for night to fall so I can go swing and rock out to music and freeze my ass off. You've got to flood yourself, and hope that you don't drown in the endeavor.
I see my waterline rising, and all I do is stand there.
Maybe one day I'll learn how to swim. Maybe you'll show me how. I'd love it if you did...
You know who you are.
All this caffeine swimming in my head is like...I don't know. I have a lot to do. And for some reason I alternate between extreme confidence and extreme fear of messing up. Whatever. I can fix it. :D
Time to finish this program so I can go do something worth doing.